Ever notice how parents think they own the air around your head? Like somehow the follicles sprouting from your scalp are communal property regulated by the household dictator? There's something profoundly fucking absurd about a grown man having an existential meltdown over unrestrained curls, as if loose hair represents the collapse of Western civilization. It's almost beautiful in its meaninglessness – this microscopic power struggle playing out against the backdrop of a universe hurtling toward heat death, where neither ponytails nor pixie cuts will save a single soul from the void.
For most of my (22F) life, I kept a pixie cut. Not because I wanted to but because I was a professional athlete. With intense training schedules, competitions, and barely any time for myself, short hair was the only thing I could manage. On top of that, I have extremely curly, wavy hair that takes a lot of care.
Recently, I left the sport. I'm in my final semester of college now, no longer burnt out, and for the first time in forever, I've actually had time to grow my hair out. It's healthier now, I've learned how to manage it, and I've been keeping it open a lot more especially since years of tight ponytails and buns during training caused a receding hairline that I'm trying to heal.
Today, I was just sitting around the house with my hair open when my dad (50M) walked in and told me to tie it up because it looked "messy." I said no, I like it open.
That was it, it spiraled into a full-on lecture. He said I was being disrespectful, that I don't know how to talk to him, that I'm a failure, that I don't have a job, that he doesn't have the money to support me anymore, etc. It turned into this massive rant, all because I didn't tie my hair when he told me to.
I understand he might be stressed, but I don't think refusing to tie my hair up is disrespectful. I wasn't yelling, I wasn't rude, I just said no. I feel like I should be allowed to wear my hair the way I want, especially in my own home. But now he's sulking and acting like I did something horribly wrong.
Edit 1: I am completing my undergraduate degree, and finding jobs. It's not like I'm some unemployed donkey being a liability for him. And for people asking how our relationship has been, he has been unfaithful to my mom and I was the one who told her. They have sorted things between themselves though.
Edit 2: Giving a little idea about how my dad is: so when I told my mom about dad's infidelity, my dad manipulated my mom into thinking that his infidelity wasn't actually infidelity and it's just that my mom is not "social enough," doesn't have a "friend circle" and if there was someone else in her place, she would've understood it better.
Edit 3: My dad has a long history of making me wear what he wanted me to wear, and it used to be the ugliest outfit ever. I had to change minimum 4 times to reach a point where he realized that we're getting late and I used to lose all sense of anything because I was so upset and felt uncomfortable.
Edit 4: A little edit, no idea if relevant but my father does everything for me, EVERYTHING. Other than not disrespecting me or not insulting me or calling me names, any materialistic thing you name, he'll give it to me. So sometimes I get blinded by this, and convince myself that yes you were wrong.
UPDATE: I woke up this morning, and my dad's fine. Nothing happened, and nothing affected me. I cried for three hours in vain.
The Absurdist Theater of Family Dynamics
Let's dissect this pathetic performance of patriarchal dominance, shall we? A 22-year-old woman who spent her entire life with cropped hair to please the gods of athletic achievement finally – FINALLY – gets to experience the simple pleasure of hair touching her goddamn shoulders. And what happens? The household tyrant waddles in, takes one look at her exercising bodily autonomy, and his fragile ego shatters like a cheap wine glass at a Greek wedding.
"Tie it up," he commands, as if speaking to a disobedient dog rather than a sentient being with her own consciousness. When met with resistance – the audacious two-letter word "no" – he unfurls the full arsenal of emotional manipulation that mediocre men have been deploying since the dawn of time. Suddenly, untied hair transmutes into unemployment, disrespect, and total failure as a human being. Christ on a cracker, what a fucking leap of logic that would make Olympic long-jumpers jealous.
The father – this walking monument to boomer entitlement – has the moral backbone of a chocolate éclair left in the sun. He cheats on his wife, then gasligfhts her with the psychological equivalent of "it's not infidelity if I redefine the word." What a goddamn philosopher! Kant and Nietzsche would slow-clap at such ethical gymnastics. "It's not that I'm unfaithful, it's that you're not social enough!" That's like saying, "I didn't rob the bank, you just didn't give me enough access to your savings account."
And the outfit policing! The OUTFIT POLICING! Making her change clothes until his arbitrary aesthetic standards are met – it's not parenting, it's preparing her for a lifetime of men thinking they have voting rights on her appearance. It's as effective as rearranging deck chairs on the Titanic, except the iceberg is his daughter's inevitable realization that his authority is as substantial as a fart in a hurricane.
Yet, like some twisted cosmic joke, he provides materialistically while emotionally strip-mining her self-worth – the perfect capitalist father, trading goods for obedience like some dystopian vending machine of conditional love. "Here's an iPhone, now surrender your personhood." What a fucking bargain!
The Cosmic Punchline
In the end, what do we learn from this familial farce? By morning, daddy dearest has forgotten the entire episode, while his daughter spent three hours crying over hair. THREE HOURS! Time she'll never get back, wasted tears over follicles while the planet burns and democracy crumbles. It's almost poetically tragic – this microcosm of human suffering over nothing, absolutely nothing.
The real horror isn't just his behavior – it's that someday she might look in the mirror and see his tactics reflected in her own relationships. The cycle of meaningless control, spinning round and round like a hamster wheel powering the absurd light bulb of human existence.
For Those Too Fucking Dense to Get It
Girl grows hair after years of sports. 👩🦱 Dad demands she tie it up. 👔 She says no. 🙅♀️ Dad has nuclear meltdown, calls her failure. 💣 Also, dad cheated on mom and blamed mom's "antisocial" personality. 🤡 Dad buys daughter stuff instead of respecting her. 💰 Next day, dad forgets everything while daughter cried for hours. 😭 Moral: Family relationships are just power struggles wrapped in DNA, and we're all screaming into the void while pretending it matters. ☠️ The end.
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